Hi! I'm Edmond Lau.
I help people awaken through intimacy, beauty, and desire.
My writing blends systems thinking and soul transmission to reveal how sex and partnership become sacred containers for transformation.
About
My work lives at the intersection of desire, transformation, and sacred partnership.I write from lived experience—on sex, fatherhood, plant medicine, beauty, and awakening—as systems of healing and pathways home to the body. I bring a mind trained in engineering and a heart shaped by devotion to love.Over the past decade, I’ve walked the path of awakening through shame and desire, rupture and repair, heartbreak and union. Again and again, it’s shown me: when we meet the truth as it is, beauty reveals itself—quietly, fiercely, already here.I’m here to deconstruct the systems that shape our intimacy, and to offer a map—to awaken a deeper way of being with yourself and those you love. A map that’s alive, human, and deeply felt.
Selected Writings
A Virgin, AgainMy first time having sex was at 35—after a 17-year relationship without it. This piece is a transmission of how sacred sex shattered my shame.
The Sex ContainerWhat happens when two people commit to meeting each other sexually, every day? This is a raw look into how sex becomes a mirror, a crucible, and a path of devotion.
The Art of Being HeldWhat my first 100 days of fatherhood taught me about trusting life's unfolding—through tears, truth, love, rupture, and creative renaissance.
Read more of my writing on Substack.
For the ones walking this path
I send intimate reflections on sex, partnership, beauty, fatherhood, and awakening. A few times a month. Raw, sacred, real.